Aaron

[alcuin]

This past week had been rough for Alcuin just in terms of his jumble of emotions and all the big decisions he felt like he was making. He'd reconciled with Hannibal and things had done so well... even the way Hannibal had handled the situation with Nyx had been so respectful and suggested a real shift in their relationship. Maybe things were back to good with them? Though at the same time, Alcuin was interviewing for a job at WSS and hadn't said a word to Hannibal about it. And he also kept thinking about Aaron.

He couldn't do this for much longer, caught in this utter indecisiveness. He also continued to feel so guilty thinking about Aaron, and how he must be stringing him along. Aaron deserved to be free of him. Maybe he and Kersen could ride off into the sunset together. Well. After sunset.

So when he asked Aaron if he could come over, he did so with the intention of breaking things off with him. Setting him free. He knocked on the door.

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[alcuin]

Alcuin nodded, and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. “Maybe… I’ll reach out to Kersen. See if he’d be willing to talk to me, I think he might have useful perspective.”

[quitollis]

Aaron nodded. "On Hannibal?" Somehow it only now struck him he'd bedded two of the man's lovers.

[alcuin]

“Yes,” Alcuin said. “I worry that I’m… I think I could use another perspective.” Pause. “And not yours.”

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled a bit. "I'm biased, I know."

"It will be good, I think. He's very good at reading people as well."

[alcuin]

Alcuin was quiet for a moment and then said, “I know I’ve put you through a lot. I’m glad you’ve had someone to lean on.”

[quitollis]

"Me too," Aaron replied. "I owe you both a great deal."

[alcuin]

“Then I owe him too,” Alcuin said softly, and touched Aaron’s cheek.

[quitollis]

Aaron held Alcuin's hand gently and leaned into the touch. He didn't sadly anything for fear of saying something that would make things harder for Alcuin.

[alcuin]

Alcuin managed a small smile then and said lightly, “You know, if you’d ever had even the slightest thought of wanting to bottom I’d have offered.”

[quitollis]

Aaron chuckled, appreciating the shift to a lighter tone. "You make it very hard to think of anything when you look at me in that way you do and say 'fuck me'. I couldn't possibly refute such a proposal..." He teased back.

[alcuin]

Alcuin but his lip. “I confess, even now part of me um… wants to be your first, but that feels very selfish.”

[quitollis]

"You wouldn't be the first," Aaron admitted. "You'd be the first in a very long time, though."

[alcuin]

“Oh,” said Alcuin softly. “I’m sorry, I never thought to ask.”

[quitollis]

"I never mentioned," Aaron replied. "I didn't think you'd be interested in... that side."

[alcuin]

“Well I… “ Alcuin looked a touch sheepish. “I suppose I do have my preferences, but I do have… experience. And I enjoy it as much as anything else.”

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled. "I'll admit... now I'm very curious."

Was it very unfair of him? Alcuin once again said he wanted to break things off and here he was again looking for him to stay...

[alcuin]

Alcuin bit his lip. “Would you… ?”

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled and kissed him. "Before breakfast?" He said. Yes, he thought

[alcuin]

“Yes,” Alcuin said breathlessly, and kissed him deeper. “Lay down on your stomach.”

[quitollis]

Aaron kissed him hard first, then complied. It wouldn't be his first, but he could count the number of times on two hands. It just didn't come up that often.

But, God, he wanted it now.

[alcuin]

Alcuin’s heart was beating fast as he climbed over Aaron and began to kiss his way down his body - his throat his shoulders, his spine. And then carefully, skillfully, began to open him up with his tongue.

[quitollis]

"That," Aaron admitted as he gasped. "No one's ever done." He wanted Alcuin to know that was a first for him.

But God, it felt good.

[alcuin]

Oh, that was nice to know. Alcuin went about making it as good as he possibly could. And eventually began using his fingers as well.

[quitollis]

Aaron groaned at that tongue that knew exactly what to do snd then the fingers... "Fuck," he groaned, feeling the intrusion and feeling his own tightness.

[alcuin]

Alcuin kept going for quite a while and then lifted his head. “Tell me what you want, Aaron,” he said softly.