Aaron

[alcuin]

This past week had been rough for Alcuin just in terms of his jumble of emotions and all the big decisions he felt like he was making. He'd reconciled with Hannibal and things had done so well... even the way Hannibal had handled the situation with Nyx had been so respectful and suggested a real shift in their relationship. Maybe things were back to good with them? Though at the same time, Alcuin was interviewing for a job at WSS and hadn't said a word to Hannibal about it. And he also kept thinking about Aaron.

He couldn't do this for much longer, caught in this utter indecisiveness. He also continued to feel so guilty thinking about Aaron, and how he must be stringing him along. Aaron deserved to be free of him. Maybe he and Kersen could ride off into the sunset together. Well. After sunset.

So when he asked Aaron if he could come over, he did so with the intention of breaking things off with him. Setting him free. He knocked on the door.

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[quitollis]

Aaron groaned, and put his hands on Alcuin, hard, encouraging him to not hold back. "You feel so good," he said, breathless.

[alcuin]

Alcuin took a shuddering breath, and kissed him again before pushing fully inside him and just allowing himself to feel it for a moment before he started to move.

[quitollis]

Aaron felt a bit overwhelmed, but so good. "Yes," came the relief when Alcuin began moving.

[alcuin]

Alcuin looked down at him affectionately as he began to thrust, and after a moment let out a low moan for how good it felt.

[quitollis]

Aaron couldn't help smile, though it may look a bit strained. It did feel so good.

Aaron held him, keeping him in place and only able to push deeper.

[alcuin]

“You… you feel so good,” breathed Alcuin. “Is this okay?”

[quitollis]

"More than okay," Aaron replied. It stung, but in a good way.

[alcuin]

Alcuin kissed him… and then began to fuck him harder.

[quitollis]

Aaron gasped, but then grabbed Alcuin harder. It took a moment for him to adjust, but then... "Harder," he encouraged.

[alcuin]

“Yes, my love,” Alcuin whispered, and buried his head against Aaron’s neck as he thrust hard into him.

[quitollis]

That was the first time he'd called him that. The first time the word 'love' came out of his mouth directed at him. Aaron was too enveloped in sensation to notice too much, but he did register it. It made him feel even better.

"God you feel... amazing," he groaned.

[alcuin]

Alcuin barely even noticed what he’d said. He just kept going, and when the kiss broke he snaked a hand between them and wrapped it around Aaron’s cock.

[quitollis]

Aaron groaned. The friction, everything... it was almost too much.

"Alcuin..." He breathed, strained, warning.

[alcuin]

“Come for me,” Alcuin said softly.

[quitollis]

The sweet words were honey in his ears and drove him over the edge with almost shameful ease. He came, spilling between them, nails buried into Alcuin's sides.

[alcuin]

Alcuin gasped at the feeling and released his cock, thrusting hard a few more times before he too came, folding over him in that last push and burying his head against Aaron's neck as he groaned.

[quitollis]

"That was..." Aaron sighed, content, filled, complete.

[alcuin]

Alcuin waited a few seconds, catching his breath, and then carefully pulled out and collapsed onto the bed beside him, still breathing a bit hard.

[quitollis]

Aaron pulled him in and against him. "Good?" He asked.

[alcuin]

"So good," Alcuin sighed, and relaxed against him. "And it was for you too, really?" He seemed uncharacteristically unsure, given how confident he typically was when it came to sex.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled. The uncertainty was rather sweet. "Best ever, truly. In this position." He kissed the top of Alcuin's head.

[alcuin]

Alcuin smiled, too. "Oh good," he said. "I wanted very much for that to be good for you. But it was for me, too, that felt... it was very good, I should do that more often."

[quitollis]

Aaron's smile faded only a bit, because he remembered Alcuin had wanted to break things off. So if he wanted to do it again, he probably meant with someone else. Maybe Lecter.

"I'm glad we did. I'm glad we shared this. All of it."

[alcuin]

Alcuin was quiet for a moment and then said, "I'm only trying to protect you, you know."

[quitollis]

Aaron hugged him. "I know," he said, understanding that Alcuin had heard his thoughts. "Maybe I'm selfish to want you here... but I can't bring myself to agree with you."