Aaron

[alcuin]

When Alcuin had gotten a second phone, aware now that Hannibal was using his to track his location, he'd given Aaron the number. And it was on that one that Aaron had texted him to check in on him, and suggested he come to tea.

Alcuin left his other phone in his room at the brothel, and quietly slipped out one evening, and went to the chapel. He felt anxious, still. Guilty. But he did feel better than the last time he'd been here.

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[quitollis]

Aaron couldn't help it. The smile widened on his face. "I... I'm sorry." But he couldn't be.

He was feeling giddy. Must be the wine.

[alcuin]

Alcuin looked at him miserably, and then sighed. “I need you to recognize that you’re only doing this to yourself.”

And so was he.

And then he climbed onto Aaron’s lap and kissed him.

[quitollis]

Oh, he had certainly missed this. He kissed him back without thought, for a moment, just feeling.

"I know. And I know you're not... available, but... If you want this. I do too."

[alcuin]

The expression on Alcuin’s face was probably best described as anguished desire.

He was a terrible person.

“I’m going to hurt you,” he said breathlessly, and kissed him again. Kissing the breath away from him. Tangling his fingers in his hair. Moaning.

[quitollis]

It was so real. More real than ever before. "I don't care," Aaron said. He knew the possibility was there, but he truly didn't care. He kissed him instead, hungrily. "Bed?"

[alcuin]

“Bed,” Alcuin agreed breathlessly. “The beautiful bed you made.” He climbed off of him and began to pull off his clothes.

[quitollis]

"Where I want to lie with the beautiful man I've been dreaming about," Aaron said and joined in the undressing as they went to it.

[alcuin]

Alcuin hadn’t had sex in a couple of weeks and he was awfully eager.

And Aaron loved him. For him. He didn’t want anything of him. And he just wanted him to be himself.

“Tell me what you’ve been dreaming of,” he said softly as he fell back onto the bed in just his underwear.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled and leaned over him, then kissed him, first on his mouth, then his neck. "Just you, and how good you feel." More kisses, neck and shoulder. "How soft, but strong. How lovely you smell..."

He kept trailing down and hooked his fingers in Alcuin's underwear. "And how you moan, real moans, as I go down on you."

[alcuin]

"They were always real," Alcuin whispered.

Which was mostly true.

[quitollis]

"I don't mind," Aaron said. "It's real now." He really hoped it was, as he wrapped his mouth around Alcuin's cock.

[alcuin]

"Oh, god..." Alcuin groaned as he tangled his fingers in the sheets at his sides to brace himself and keep his body from bucking.

[quitollis]

Surely that was real. Aaron smiled as he took him in further. He could tell Alcuin was eager, so he looked up, as if inviting him to fuck his mouth.

[alcuin]

Alcuin looked down at him and could see the smile in his eyes. He bit his lip, still trying to hold back for a moment... and then finally did thrust into his mouth, moaning.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled, loving te way Alcuin bucked his hips and moaned. He made an effort to make it as good as he could. When he had to take a moment to breathe, he wet his finger too. Then dove back in, using his finger to tease him as well.

[alcuin]

Alcuin's moan got louder at that. "Aaron..." he breathed. "I want you inside me."

[quitollis]

Aaron pulled back then. "Good... I want that too. Tell me how you want it."

[alcuin]

"Whatever you've been dreaming about," Alcuin said softly. "Please. I want it to be good for you."

[quitollis]

Aaron didn't insist. Instead he gently nudged him to turn over. "Let me get you ready for me."

[alcuin]

Alcuin turned onto his stomach, feeling his heart beating incredibly fast as he breathed through the jumble of emotions and tried to only focus on desire, which to be fair was mostly overwhelming the rest.

[quitollis]

He didn't often, mostly due to time constraints of location, but he wanted this to be good for Alcuin as well.

He used his fingers for a while as he kissed thd small of his back. Then, careful, he prodded him with his tongue.

[alcuin]

Alcuin gasped and squeezed his eyes shut, and seconds later he moaned shamelessly.

[quitollis]

Aaron, encouraged, dove in deeper. He fucked him like that until he couldn't stop himself. He turned Alcuin over. "I want you see your face," he breathed.

[alcuin]

Alcuin's face was flushed, breath quick. "Okay," he whispered.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled at that face. It made him love him more. He parted Alcuin's legs and pressed against him, only briefly pausing just in case he would say no.