Aaron

[alcuin]

When Alcuin had gotten a second phone, aware now that Hannibal was using his to track his location, he'd given Aaron the number. And it was on that one that Aaron had texted him to check in on him, and suggested he come to tea.

Alcuin left his other phone in his room at the brothel, and quietly slipped out one evening, and went to the chapel. He felt anxious, still. Guilty. But he did feel better than the last time he'd been here.

Comments

[alcuin]

Alcuin could hear his thoughts. How he loved him, how careful he was.

"Please," he breathed, and wrapped his arms around his neck.

[quitollis]

Aaron then pushed inside and groaned. God, it felt good. And he'd missed it, spiritually, sure, but physically, more pertinently. He began slowly, watching Alcuin as he did.

[alcuin]

"Aaron..." Alcuin moaned, though his eyes did flutter closed, overwhelmed.

[quitollis]

"I love my name on your lips," Aaron confessed. "I've missed this, very much," he also admitted.

[alcuin]

Alcuin opened his eyes. The jumble of emotions hit him again all at once, and he swallowed hard. "I missed you too," he whispered.

[quitollis]

Aaron wondered if the quiet whispers meant he felt badly, but he assumed it didn't mean he wasn't enjoying this.

He didn't repeat his words of love, focusing instead on desire. He kissed him, hard, and wrapped a free hand around Alcuin's cock.

[alcuin]

Alcuin arched his back off of the bed and dug his nails into Aaron's back. "Oh god, Aaron..."

He heard Aaron's uncertainty as well, and felt a little bad for it, but there was nothing to be done for it. He did kiss him back enthusiastically.

[quitollis]

At some point desire just won and sentient thought was replaced by lust.

He positioned himself to be able to fuck him deeper, wanting more of those delicious moans.

[alcuin]

Alcuin did moan, and continued to cling to Aaron as he fucked him. And Aaron stroking his cock had him close… close…

“Aaron please…” he groaned.

[quitollis]

Aaron would enjoy teasing him, making him beg a little more... but not today. He was so damned close himself.

So he picked up the pace, and fucked him hard so he could watch him come.

[alcuin]

Alcuin's eyes went wider as the pleasure swept over him, and his nails dug into Aaron's back as he cried out and came.

[quitollis]

The nails were... God. Aaron groaned loudly as he came too, intensely.

He made an effort not to fall on top of Alcuin as he came.

[alcuin]

Once the immediacy of the pleasure had subsided, the jumble of emotions swept over Alcuin again, and he wasn't quite sure how to react. But he did say softly, honestly, "The was amazing."

[quitollis]

Aaron pulled out carefully and lay down beside him. "It was," he agreed, breathless. "God, it was."

[alcuin]

Alcuin lay against him, head on his chest. And took a deep breath. His heart was still racing.

[quitollis]

Aaron held him, silent for a moment, as if not wanting to ruin the moment.

"Can you... stay for the night?" He asked carefully.

[alcuin]

Alcuin stiffened a little. “I… I don’t know if I should…”

[quitollis]

Aaron mentally chided himself. "No, of course. Forgive me. It was unfair to ask."

[alcuin]

"No... no, don't, it was a very reasonable question..."

And it was, it really was. It wasn't Aaron's fault, but Alcuin felt as if he were on the verge of tears.

[quitollis]

"I won't ask you for anything you can't give," Aaron assured him.

[alcuin]

It wasn't just that. Alcuin curled up against him, not looking at him. "I don't regret this. I just... I'm a mess. I feel like I'm a terrible person."

[quitollis]

"Well, that's definitely not what I was aiming for..." Aaron said, gently, and hugged him. "You're not a bad person. You just... can't dictate your emotions. No one can, I suppose."

[alcuin]

"You definitely can't," Alcuin mumbled. "If you could, you wouldn't want to have feelings for me."

He was so confused, because he was also feeling guilty for betraying Hannibal. Even though intellectually he knew he shouldn't.

[quitollis]

That was quite hurtful, but Aaron didn't take the bait. "I imagine the same goes for you."

[alcuin]

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that to be hurtful to you," Alcuin said quietly, and forced himself to look at Aaron. "I'm also grateful. This is just hard for me, the combination of things."