Aaron

[alcuin]

When Alcuin didn't hear from Aaron in a reasonable amount of time after leaving that note, he was... annoyed. Mostly at himself, because he wondered if he'd miscalculated. If it had been too soon for such an overt step. Though also he was slightly insulted.

Finally he decided that he was tired of waiting, and he might as well kill two birds with one stone and push things forward. Though he was also a little annoyed at having to get Hannibal's input into this plan because he didn't like admitting that Aaron was ghosting him.

But Hannibal had liked his new plan very much, and was more than happy to help.

Which was how, late one evening, Aaron received a phone call:

Alcuin's voice was nearly a whisper. Weak. "I - I'm so sorry to call you, but I didn't know who else... I think... I think I need help..."

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[alcuin]

"Yeah?" Alcuin said with a little smile, and put his hand on Aaron's waist. "What did you think about?"

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled. "Well, this featured in some of them. Not the attack," he hastened to add. "But being naked in the shower..." That and the talk of 'feelings', of course, which never really left his mind.

[alcuin]

Alcuin leaned in and kissed him softly. "I really am feeling okay," he said.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled. "That's good... I'm glad." He paused for a moment to think of his words. "We probably need to talk, right? But I have no idea how. And being here with you like this is... making it harder still." Because he was getting turned on seriously.

[alcuin]

Alcuin knew they should talk, too, but he also wanted Aaron to remember exactly why he didn't want to lose him.

Also, frankly, especially considering that he wasn't actually traumatized from a vampire bite, he was rather turned on himself.

"I'm glad I'm making it harder," he said softly, and slid a hand between Aaron's legs.

[quitollis]

Oh, thank God, Alcuin was thinking along the same lines. They could talk later. Right now, he kissed him and deepened the kiss as he hummed at Alcuin's touch.

[alcuin]

Alcuin made a sound of pleasure into the kiss but then said breathlessly, "Why don't we go to the bed." He didn't want Aaron to think he was a hundred percent okay, and perhaps Aaron's feelings would come out even more if he were treating Alcuin so terribly gently.

[quitollis]

Aaron nodded. "And let me know if anything hurts," he added as he turned off the shower.

[alcuin]

Alcuin slipped both his arms around Aaron's neck.

"You could carry me, just to be sure," he teased.

[quitollis]

Never would have done this before. Sentimentality, or anything that just wasn't to the point of getting off.

But he lifted Alcuin and carried him to the bed. And he was smiling. And he was enjoying it.

He lay down Alcuin carefully and kissed him deeply.

[alcuin]

Alcuin actually quite liked being carried. He made a little sound of pleasure into the kiss and wrapped his arms around his neck.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled into the kiss. Alcuin made him feel lighter, he realized, more carefree in a way. About sex, but mostly about how he acted. Less to the point, more... enjoying himself. And why? Because - as Eliot so eloquently had put it - Alcuin was more than a hole to stick his cock in.

He smiled and kissed him again, letting himself feel and enjoy the lightness of it.

[alcuin]

Alcuin could hear his thoughts, and filed the name 'Eliot' away again. He also couldn't help but think that, despite his motives, maybe he was doing something very good for Aaron here.

"I like the way you kiss me," he said, allowing the lightness into his voice, smiling at him.

[quitollis]

Aaron smiled. "I like the way you smile," he admitted.

[alcuin]

"You make me smile," Alcuin said. "You're sweet. But also... a little sad. It makes me want to make you smile, too."

[quitollis]

"Well.... you do," Aaron admitted. And smiled, quite genuinely.

[alcuin]

"I really want you," Alcuin said, and arched his back slightly on the bed. "Though I may need you to do all the work this time."

[quitollis]

"Gladly," Aaron assured him. "Lie down and... enjoy," he chuckled and began kissing him, trailing down, wanting to make this so good for him.

[alcuin]

How very different, Alcuin thought, than the way Aaron had previously approached this. For release, as he'd said. But now...

"Oh..." he sighed contently. Encouraging.

[quitollis]

It just felt good to have it be about more than just release and Alcuin's sweet smile made him want to give into that. Maybe he'd regret it later. He had never really considered himself anything but a lapsing priest, but maybe he should face the fact that he had a sexuality and it went in the direction of men more often than women. How much more sinful would that make him, really? How much lower than they already did could the Church rank him?

And this felt good, like a burden had been lifted from his shoulders.

And, yes, it was also just really good to have a cock in his mouth. He took in Alcuin's and - encouraged by Alcuin's moans - worked to make feel as good as he could.

[alcuin]

Hearing Aaron's thoughts, Alcuin decided that he had definitely done a good deed here. Maybe if Aaron survived all of this, he could settle down with that Eliot person.

"Oh..." He moaned and slid the fingers of one hand into Aaron's hair. It did feel very good.

[quitollis]

Encouraged, he continued, and finally added his fingers, gently, but prodding, to prepare him for the next part. He was careful, but not too much. He did want Alcuin to feel it.

[alcuin]

"This is what I was thinking about," Alcuin breathed, fingers tightening a little in his hair. "And how you felt inside me..."

[quitollis]

"Think you'd be okay with that now?" Aaron asked, still careful not to hurt him, but adding a second finger.

[alcuin]

"Am I okay?" Alcuin let out a breathless laugh. "I will not be okay if you don't."