It just felt good to have it be about more than just release and Alcuin's sweet smile made him want to give into that. Maybe he'd regret it later. He had never really considered himself anything but a lapsing priest, but maybe he should face the fact that he had a sexuality and it went in the direction of men more often than women. How much more sinful would that make him, really? How much lower than they already did could the Church rank him?

And this felt good, like a burden had been lifted from his shoulders.

And, yes, it was also just really good to have a cock in his mouth. He took in Alcuin's and - encouraged by Alcuin's moans - worked to make feel as good as he could.